I started to type a thread on Twitter from this tweet, then thought better of it and came here (hours after the fact- “micro blogging” comes so much easier I suppose, but admittedly it’s annoying to read longer form thoughts in dribs and drabs):

So many recent diagnoses.. Devastating stage 4 cases out of nowhere, a child died days after a diagnosis 😩 https://t.co/fzsYVIzo2a pic.twitter.com/hduJaVsTYz

— 🇵🇸 KF stands with the DPR and LPR (@flak_kari) May 17, 2024

Some of these cancers had a better prognosis than those afflicting the covid jabbed today, but they were still deadly. And profitable. Breast cancer is an industry unto itself, and “prevention” can be a worse sentence than diagnosis. Autoimmune disorders are so common people don’t think twice when they receive yet another diagnosis for why their body is allegedly attacking itself. And we are always at fault; it is always something the individual is deficient in and never the terrain that has been mercilessly poisoned again and again.

I am at least grateful that mammography is falling out of wider favor. What a humiliating ritual that the ruling class would like to see lead you to your early death. However, we are at a stage where breast cancers are so aggressive and fast acting, it’s become a moot point. I am of the opinion that all “diagnostic testing” is a ruse, at best: the invasiveness opens one up, it is a pathway, to whatever the fuck protocols they have going on in medical facilities that could cause sickness. Or it can be simply a matter of exposing orifices and organs in a way that is detrimental to their optimal functioning. Perhaps there is nothing to see, poke and prod at, that means anything for one’s health. If these tests do benefit the individual, it is merely incidental to their purposes of studying and shaping millions and billions of humans at the population level – and keeping us sick.

One thing the protofash democrats and their many flavors of self-identified “leftists” etc liked to repeat at the initial rollout of the shots was “well the [mRNA] technology has been around a long time. It’s nothing to be afraid of!” The reactionary response was memed with the quickness – “ask them why all the animals died”. They most likely did, but this is meant to suggest that there were rigorous studies in order to promote health, and we’ve just seen a series of “culturally marxist” oopsies! that has led to the holocaust of going on millions, if we’re not already there. And more are getting sicker by the day.

mRNA was the ideal red herring in all this. At the hint of backlash, countless websites full of disinformation popped up to tell skeptics about the dangers of mRNA. I read a lot of it with the appropriate skepticism and a critical eye, and I still can’t make sense of what the fuck it’s supposed to do according to the label, whatever benefit is being sold. Even by their own metrics! The manufacturer literature is a joke. These Nazis have not cracked the codes to the “building blocks” of humans, nor are they capable of programming a singular protein into every cell in your body. What I do think they can do is much worse, and it is happening.

What is most important to me, at least, in coming to terms with this cancer bomb the ruling class has dropped on us is that it was designed. I’m not saying it’s a byproduct of what they want to achieve with the internet of bio-nano things, a misstep: it is a necessary checkpoint to accomplish human-machine resonance, that is, absolute slavery. The previous cancers and disorders were a warmup for this advancement. So it was a pretty sick joke these foolish libfash cracked that they didn’t understand they were the punchline of – yes, the technology to cause cancer has been around for a long time, and this time it’s at warp speed.

“We are really keen to join forces with Seagen,” Bourla said. “We are going to kill cancer.”

Like the now worn joke about carbon goes, we are the cancer they want to kill.

A topic that I’ve posted about over the years is the deliberate destruction of public schools, especially since the covid onslaught. I know I’ve blogged about it here too. I am just so disgusted with all of it. I feel the anger in my throat and I want to spit it out on every offender, accomplice, and enabler. With regard to the sexual abuse angle being magnified in the media, which is another method of attack that republican lawmakers use to privatize everything to hell, I was shocked to find out how correct I have been about the uptick I’ve seen in the media in these last few years – in 2022 alone, 349 public school educators were arrested for sex crimes against children.

I was thinking about this once again this morning and without going too far down memory lane, I was able to recall five teachers in my school who groomed and preyed on students in my class and maybe one or two grades above and below mine. I had heard rumors of a few more, but I didn’t have direct knowledge of their alleged misdeeds. To help put this into perspective, my graduating class consisted of fewer than forty students.

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So when I saw that Macklemore is reported to have offered some support for Palestinians, I was pleasantly surprised. It is a very dire time and I am not making light of that, it’s just, what does it mean? And more than that, correctly label zionism as white supremacism. It absolutely is to everyone who has done the minimal amount of reading. Thoroughly. It’s not serving anything else.

Everyone should fight for Palestinians, why would Macklemore be any different than anyone else? We’re all Palestinians and that’s not contra jooz as these fucking freaks have it — from all sides. I don’t think anyone was asking for Macklemore to do anything but he has. Pitifully late for someone with what I would think is household brand/name recognition, but he did as so few are willing to do, and in any case it has to stop, and it has not stopped.

Superficially(?) I felt bad for a split second thinking, had I let a racialized prejudice prevent me from appreciating Macklemore’s body of work previously? Yeah I don’t think I did after having a brief refresher but it seems like a valid question, doesn’t it? The “representation” of what this might mean is distorted and ridiculous by design because the creation and now destruction of white nationhood achieved through the New Deal is motherfucking toxic. By all accounts, Macklemore has capitalized on this with his certain sort of white-trash-trailer-park-trash face. I don’t know that anyone really asked for that but for Ivy leaguers, right?

But we are living through it, and we’re not just talking vibes here. Its massive importance to figuring all these present schemes Sachs is out there grinning to has reached its “best by” date. Ideologically, it’s very scary.

Whiteness in the strictly economic sense is gone but the results – a massive shitshow full of useless bullshit that’s just fucking rotting in many cases – are all around us, with many whites living in squalor and poverty never having any direct benefit from such policies that favored whiteness as a racial category. Maybe not even their granpappies did but it helped them navigate in some way. In a privileged sense? I don’t know? In a very granular way, then yes, probably more so. And therein lies danger to oneself and others in need of understanding.

I’m not a person easily intimidated by strangers, but there are some who have that “good ol boys never meaning no harm who surely done have at least six unmarked graves in their backyards and wouldn’t you know none of the local laaawh men thought to ask” presence to them in certain key areas of the yoonited states that is felt on a certain level. One learns to sense that acutely and to not suffer it in any way, to not just get by, but to live with yourself. To go to sleep at night. There is a certain fucking hatred so vile and wrong these motherfuckers can have that does not afford them the benefit of the doubt. The failure, the decay? the defeat of white supremacism as practice is expected to bring spectacular backlash to seize on, for really weird people. All things being equal? It’s over before it began. How do these guys know they wouldn’t be chewed up? They’re afraid of penises under dresses.

I feel like I need that cicada energy, that raw summer wisdom and experience to soak in.

PPS – I’m sorry, what benefit would she think she could have with these freaks? She lived at higher risk to familial violence than most people on earth I would think. Trust the science for real on that one.

But really everyone is entitled to know, so what the fuck

From a draft I started prior to the student protests –

A confusing thing that the false “health freedom” opposition has repeated from about 2021 when the ruling class was really trying to make covid stick is this hand wringing worry expressed in a number of ways about legitimacy. How they worried about us little people lacking confidence in “our institutions”. And it can be dangerous place to be when they are no longer legitimate, but it is more than a matter of faith. RFK Jr and pals really want to make a boatload in the coming years and that actually depends on a facade of institutional legitimacy to do so. Of course it’s always been a facade when discussed in terms of what “the public” seeks. Most people you talk to on any given day have no faith in american institutions, and covid wrecked that even further. They may rely on them to an extent, but most adults willing to go the mile to have their grievances really heard and acted upon know the battle and limitations. It goes without saying that it’s crazy making by design to boot. So this crisis of confidence or legitimacy rhetoric from that quarter doesn’t give us anything insightful or actionable, it just leads to more of the same. And maybe worse!

A “crisis of legitimacy” isn’t strictly academic though. This was evident from the very beginning of lockdowns in the US, as comprehensive and all-encompassing as the fascist vanguard wanted it to appear. For all the authoritarian apparatuses that cover this continent, not one was willing to take up the mantle to enforce it as a single entity even though those were the orders from the top. [And I would argue that’s also not happening now; there are protests on campuses throughout the US and there is still not a single entity coordinating everything, at least to the public eye. There is a patchwork response from various offices, but they are either not responding as a continuous bloc or they have not been given orders to. What is up with that?] They were perfectly legitimized [back then], right? No one wanted the deadly coof. Some of these entities filled skate parks with sand and some nailed boards over basketball hoops, real tough shit. State policing institutions like highway patrols were in no way going to stick their necks out and stop and arrest people “not abiding” lockdown and several smaller county offices refused to enforce governor-issued diktats as they viewed them as unconstitutional.

As much damage that was done and that we’re still reeling from, legitimacy was a huge problem for them. They know this and all the domestic military installments are running drills for whatever is next. Nothing new but nothing to scoff at because of idiotic movies made by utterly clueless pampered “edgelords” (see: that “civil war” dreck. or not!).

As usual, I’m in the middle of three other posts of which maybe one will be published on this here blog. But I wanted to take a moment to write a few words on Beyoncé Knowles’ ass, believe it or not. I noticed that with her latest, she has promotional shots with it hanging out there under her ridiculous stars and stripes getup. Of course, it is against the law to speak harshly of Knowles in a majority of the contiguous US as it is both Sexist and Racist, and You Probably Don’t Get What She’s Doing anyway. I think I may be exempt in this jurisdiction, so let me go on. And as we all should know by now, her ass is bigger than its position on her backside; it wouldn’t be in our faces without the work of a lot of people – financiers, skilled professionals, and manual laborers alike – all part of humiliation and demoralization campaigns collectively known as the “entertainment industry”.

It is often said to be internalized misogyny to speak negatively about what other women wear, but it is the most internalized misogynist when such speech happens to be directed at women whose net worth is between seven and around twelve figures. Last month, I made some comments on a vexingly popular influencer’s outfit and was accused of internalized misogyny for noting that she was likely wearing it to receive a certain kind of attention on a certain trip she was verifiably husband-free on despite their newlywed status. In fed-ridden internet spaces (what isn’t any more, unfortunately), such sentiments are tantamount to saying any woman being flashy or daring is deserving of sexual assault, and all other behavior is to be factored out of such observations as well. She, whoever she may be, has the mystical, sacred ability to appear from nowhere for no one and “express herself”.

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I first watched the television series The Prisoner in my mid-20s, so about 20 years ago now. I’ve watched it several times since and in my opinion anglo television should have ended then, and not just because of its technical and artistic achievements. It should have in spite of them – the biggest achievement of all is that it perfectly demonstrated why television (and consequently all the surveillance tech that stemmed from it that the show gives a frighteningly prescient rendition of) should have been dismantled as an industry with its airing. I’m not really a television enthusiast, but like anyone else under this order, I’ve seen my share whether I like it or not (by hook or by crook). I can’t think of any other shows I’ve taken the time to watch that have left me seriously thinking about how awful the whole endeavor really is.

Maybe that’s naive and provincial of me, maybe I should watch more to get a better impression of why I shouldn’t! As much as such a contradictory statement could possibly be true, I cannot with these majorly media-covered and “acclaimed” series, don’t really want to, and in not so small part thanks to this show and the things I’ve taken away from it. I was not really raised on television and that mostly followed through into my early adulthood – I didn’t have the time for it and didn’t care. Then “prestige television” came along at a time I was insisting that television was dying and we should welcome its demise. That one didn’t turn out so well, did it. But then again I didn’t have anything to show my work, just a general feeling of unease and realizations of what it means to stay alive as the tides turned internationally into something even more grotesque.

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My husband and I turned on what is now known as television the other night – a show of our “choice” from a limited menu of what is “free” via streaming services that will now charge you another $35 a year or so to not see additional ads.¹ But this had really terrible ads, and it was an old series: Forensic Files, kind of a misnomer with regard to what all forensic evidence entails in my opinion. The emphasis on these dubious forms of what now defines forensics to the point of confusion is comparable to automobile technicians being thought of mechanics these days, in a way. Admittedly that’s not quite right, not the most apt comparison. But the gist of this older school media was to catapult awareness of DNA and other forms of microscopic evidence in order to solidify this guarded science as a form of direct evidence in the mind of the public, which it is not. That is somewhat beside the point, but it grates at my soul when I think and read on it, so I wanted to make note.

The case in this particular episode we were halfway paying attention to was heinous and well known at the time, mid 90s. A young woman, Shannon Melendi, was disappeared, raped, and murdered. The case had turned cold, finally solved by the “miracle” of DNA technological advancement. It was easy to feel sorry for the parents of the deceased, whom they interviewed. Funny thing, the audience doesn’t know who exactly interviewed them. Certain highlights of their interviews conducted by persons off screen were voiced over by a beloved narrator to FF’s diehard fans, and yes, they exist. Melendi’s mother remarked toward the end of the episode that she doesn’t even want the perpetrator, one Colvin Hinton, to be executed or to die for his crimes. She wanted him to suffer something much worse than death, but presented as if this desire for prolonged, painful (psychic and/or physical) death locked away forever is virtuous. It reminded me of post-9/11 “discourse” – “but torture doesn’t even work!” in response to batshit warhawk cheerleaders. Work, okay, but for what exactly? So much of the liberal rhetoric ended there, so you didn’t get an explanation. It was just a thing to say to “get” an alleged opponent.

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I truly do not care what people have faith in, or what they practice, as a reasonable person. The most important “big ones” to us collectively can be applied practically to make sense of material reality. They are also misapplied and exploited, yes. I think most sagittarians would agree with me when I say things like, it’d be splendid to launch an arrow through the guts of the Joel Osteens of the world. Ha! Just kidding. They need to be stripped of all their ill gotten gains and detained prior to trial. Maybe they can pay back all of that they have stolen, or maybe they will die, according to the people’s will and a jury.

Okay so I do in fact care what people have faith in. It is a shared belief in what happens on this earth and in this life is important and meaningful, and that justice is attainable.

Something eerie about how the pandemic shutdown presaged postpandemic austerity/forced homebodying

-zzyxx

The propaganda over the summer regarding the movies the title alludes to was suffocating and oppressive in so many ways it’s hard to know where to begin. I don’t really want to so much, but overall Oppenheimer and “the bomb” were a grade or middle school discussion; Barbie was something you desperately wanted to avoid and feared (as an image) among certain populations around the same age. I’m not that old – I mean these mundane facts of what secular life has been in the US isn’t so alien to whatever fucking audience the media managers are trying to sell to.

Now I feel the predictive intent of this media storm was actually intentional, but predictive programming as a kind of analysis deployed in parapolitical circles doesn’t account for our response to it, by and large. At that point, it’s just, see: Bernays. All your senses belong to jooz. But I think it is illustrative of the intent of plastic for we, bombs for thee, according to this collective sentiment the rulers wish to instill among the public.

They really are putting plastics directly into ppl and masking it with this mRNA gibberish. PEG = polyethylene glycol which is a thermoplastic polymer. What is it allegedly encasing? It's not "mRNA" which controlled oppo endlessly theorizes on as cover https://t.co/g88k7C6vPU

— 🇵🇸 KF stands with the DPR and LPR (@flak_kari) December 9, 2023

How we wish to ignore the plastic bomb, and as we become big fat polymerized consumption and button pushing blobs that can be zapped dead at any time. It’s a cartoonish description of a cartoonish goal that comes across as very real when we aren’t connected to the numbing effects of the ‘net. Dropping dead months after being coerced into injected poison that led to an undetected clot that finally grew to a point your brain couldn’t do automated functions – well they are figuring this all out and it’s happening. Does a random 24 year old male taking his child to school pose the most dire corporate intelligence threat? He might if he resists the order in totality and isn’t in a place such as Gaza that makes him an easier target.

For a while during my 20s, I was all “er fuck thanksgiving colonial holiday”. It’s not that deep of a sentiment actually, because the holiday is for people getting together who have all been touched by settler colonialism in some way, no matter the stated intent of who it’s supposed to “honor”. That’s what happens. And sometimes it’s the only time that it could happen in a year, a decade, or a lifetime. But it proves a lot, doesn’t it? And you in part become who you think you should be for the thoughtful in this land.

Americanized and weaponized standards of whiteness and racism are in a state of flux I’m not sure the watchers or managers, algorithm fuckers or whoever have fully caught on to yet. There’s a fuller understanding of history as the world comes together in support of Palestine and our places in it – we aren’t destined to be anything based on skin tone. We are free because we are human. The figuring of white, black, and what’s in between in the US is a total farce online. The diversity of humanity is so fascinating and wonderful to behold. The likenesses shared between maybe just one ancestor and one great grandchild emerge all the time creating a true fabric, endlessly multicolored and different in some ways and similar in others, that connects us all and reminds us why we honor the dead who truly brought us here. These standards and measures cannot be placed over the people of Palestine and simply be read as data points or whatever. They are the bravest people on earth and what is apparent before all else is their humanity.

I was thinking recently of Jacobin’s “white working class” nonsense prior to Trump. And I am prone to just calling it nonsense any time I’ve posted about it online! It addressed nothing real of course and was strictly fascist propaganda. Really think about it – how many strictly White families have you ever known? It’s telling that the Jacobin editors have some experience here. The working class doesn’t self-segregate actually, there is vast diversity in even smaller families, but we are always pressured to. I think this is why most white americans would shudder at thinking they were ultimately a product of slave owner AND slave. Colonizer and colonized is true as well of course, and according to these White academic terms is acceptable and desirable since they represent a fascist eugenic legacy of blood quantum laws and legislation that were designed to legally outlaw indian-ness. Appearance is what many americans get hung up on because why wouldn’t that be the case but it includes socialization and connection to the land, and not some particular parcel as the nativists imagine – the entire land, all of earth at any given time because it is OURS to share and tend to, and what it offers us and what we owe to it in our station – what our duties are to each other and every living thing.

Colonizers nearly wiped out the elk population in western North Carolina entirely. There have been efforts to reintroduce them into the wild and about 200 roam the Appalachian regions today. There haven’t been that many since before America™. How the fuck do you do that? How in the hell do you make it an objective to nearly drive a species to extinction robbing the inhabitants of them also? It makes me sick to think about, how such blind disregard for humanity and the earth that sustains us all led so many people to do so many terrible things. And they may have not benefited much individually, and it’s likely that their descendants are taking place in healing the wounds they caused. It should go without saying that these efforts under our current regime come with all the expected strings attached, but the institutions that cause them to be pulled in one direction or another are in a state of trauma and incomplete healing because the people they need to maintain them are thoroughly broken from the last three years. Scar tissue isn’t so strong actually if it’s just constantly dug into again and again. There is no branded recovery we can expect to read about from a headline, and there is no other kind of authentic recovery without fighting for true liberation.